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  This is for all those people who are petrified of their history. ‘What haunts you?’ I asked myself. The only thing that I could think of is my past . A lot of us have done horrible things in the past. The guilt, the rage, the agony, the heat inside you, the very urge in your heart to just go back in time and turn your whole life into something that’s much better than what you are going through now. If only you could remodel things that you now deeply regret, however, it’s inevitable. The smile you once wore is now worn. The unsettling questions like “Am I doing enough?” “Would my 2-year old self be proud of me?” ; running all the way from one side of your mind to the other. And it is not only your mind who keeps making you have such questions which leads to self-doubt but there are also living, breathing reminders who will text you things like ‘You’re worthless’ ‘This was always expected from you’. Such people add burden on your shoulders even more than you already had b...

 Letter to my younger self Dear younger-self, You’ll be okay. I won’t ask how you have been because I know you are not fine which completely is okay if you ask me. You know why? Because the future, the present, that I am living in right now is more than okay. Just know that everything’s going to be good! It’s okay to have a few bad days in your life in fact, it’s a necessity otherwise there are plenty of opportunities and lessons that you miss out on when you only focus on the good days. I hate to bring this upon you, although, it will take you more than a while to finally be content and accept things the way they are. But hey, at least you know things are going to be fine one day. That’s good right? Don’t ask me why but I wanted to drop in a few things that will help you live life a little rather than giving up completely. I know your heart aches and the pain seems endless. I promise you, it won’t last; you have it in you to fight it until you defeat it. You don’t have to li...

  My perspective on LIFE A four-lettered word with so many meanings to billions of people. To each his own. From being a childhood to an adult, we all think things differently at each stage of our life. A child has a whole poles-apart fantasy compared to a teenager. Our perspectives towards life may change even in a minute; that one incident has to take place and after that, your whole mind set will be changed which can be either good or evil. Now when I give you two choices: self-respect or doing good deeds? What will you choose? Many people go for self-respect because they think their ego, self-esteem is too important. They are not able to handle insults, the phase where they have to face embarrassment, when people go to an extent and be extremely judgemental. Some people tend to stand up for themselves here by doing what? Giving back answers, hurting the other person by throwing them hurtful words orally. Man, what is the difference between you and that person? Although, if you ...

  Nostalgia November 15, 2021   Nostalgia The most splendid time was our childhood! Remember that time when we used to hang out with our friends and play hide and seek? It was the best time ever and I know almost every one of you agree with me. Seeking permission from our parents for going out to play was not a problem. Going to hotels with my family was okay but sharing the experience I had in the hotel to our friends was way more enjoyable. Even if parents bought my friend and me the same packet of chips, I’d like my friend’s packet. We liked what others had be it a packet of chips or baggy clothes. Eating Maggie in different plates and taking some from the other plate just to see if it tastes same seemed stupidly sane. Oh and don’t forget the head fight with your sibling while cramming down Maggie in the same plate. That utter disappointment showed up on our face when we had the excitement to wait behind the door to scare a person but leaving because the person took a lot o...

  What does it mean to be optimistic? January 07, 2022 Optimism Even the sun comes up early in the morning to shine its brilliant light for you! Does it ever complain to shine because there are bad people in the world? Or does it stop shining for the rest of the world because of those 20 shitty people? Nope! Then why did you stop believing that there are no trustworthy people left in this universe? Just because that one person or those 20 people broke your heart doesn’t give you the right to judge whole other 7 billion people! Being optimistic does not mean you won't have any negative thoughts crossing your mind or you will never have to experience any negative situations. Optimism is choosing to be positive regardless of the situation. You have to expect good things to happen and if they don't, you don't have to give up because even if there is a small ray of hope present in the environment, you can see at least one or two happy faces around you.  The major optimistic exam...